Self-Reflection

2 Corinthians 13:5 “Test yourselves to see if you are in the faith; examine yourselves! Or do you not recognize this about yourselves, that Jesus Christ is in you--unless indeed you fail the test?”

There is so much about walking with Christ in salvation that is important.  Perhaps this message from the Apostle Paul is one of those critical things that we must do as Christians on a daily basis.

We too often fall into judging and blaming others without looking at ourselves. Christ was constantly addressing this human flaw whether it was in Matthew 7:1 where He said, “Do not judge so that you will not be judged.” Or in John 8:7 when our Lord said, “He who is without sin among you, let him be the first to throw a stone at her.” How often can a person be honest with themselves? Who among us can look within our own heart and be honest about our own flaws, which are sin in so much as our character does not perfectly align with the character of Christ.

Trust me, just as we see the flaws in another, they see our flaws as well. Therefore it is critical to be in state of constant HONEST reflection of our character so that we will not fulfill Jesus’ admonishment in Matthew 7 & Luke 6:41 where He said, “Why do you look at the speck that is in your brother's eye, but do not notice the log that is in your own eye?” We must do as Paul says and not only recognize the Christ that is in us, but we must also recognize the character flaws that are not Christ.

Are we quick to anger? This is not Christ. Are we judgmental? This is not Christ. Are we constantly blaming someone else for who we are, or how we act? This is not Christ. Jesus from His very birth was persecuted. If anyone deserved to have a bad attitude about life, or an excuse for bad behavior it was Him.

Do we lack peace, and find ourselves in a constant state of stress and worry over finances, children, spouses, work, etc. This is not Christ in us. This is the testing of our character, and to see if through self-reflection and self-examination we will allow the Holy Spirit to perfect Christ’s character within us.

Mind you that I do not believe a single Christian goes through life trying to harm anyone. Many with good intent offer “constructive” criticism or “godly” advice when, if they would honestly examine their own heart in comparison to Jesus, they would find the evil they are confronting is their own ignorance and lack of understanding. This good intent is rejected because the hypocrite in us all outshines the good intentions.

Or do we suppose that our ability to pretend in public has become the sinless, perfect character we project? We can pretend all we want, but Jesus reminds us in Mark 4:22, “For nothing is hidden, except to be revealed; nor has anything been secret, but that it would come to light.” Truth, included the absolute truth of our character and the magnitude of Christ within us will be revealed. We must examine ourselves! When we truthfully examine ourselves, when we confess to the Father in prayer we will experience the forgiving power of God’s grace. We will become like the woman in Luke 7:47 where Jesus describes this affect, “For this reason I say to you, her sins, which are many, have been forgiven, for she loved much; but he who is forgiven little, loves little.”

If we will test and examine ourselves our contributions to humanity will be love, not constructive criticism. Our contributions will be empathy and forgiveness, not judgment and advice. If we will get truthful with ourselves then we will with are very life not only be a disciple, but disciple others into the love of the Father, and into relationship with Christ empowered by the Holy Spirit.

And I write to myself for I am a sinner with many flaws. I also know that I will always be a sinner, that I will NEVER arrive. But through self-reflection, through honest prayer to my Father I am decreasing so that Christ may increase. This is my path. Will you join me?

Self-Reflection

2 Corinthians 13:5 “Test yourselves to see if you are in the faith; examine yourselves! Or do you not recognize this about yourselves, that Jesus Christ is in you--unless indeed you fail the test?”

There is so much about walking with Christ in salvation that is important.  Perhaps this message from the Apostle Paul is one of those critical things that we must do as Christians on a daily basis.

We too often fall into judging and blaming others without looking at ourselves. Christ was constantly addressing this human flaw whether it was in Matthew 7:1 where He said, “Do not judge so that you will not be judged.” Or in John 8:7 when our Lord said, “He who is without sin among you, let him be the first to throw a stone at her.” How often can a person be honest with themselves? Who among us can look within our own heart and be honest about our own flaws, which are sin in so much as our character does not perfectly align with the character of Christ.

Trust me, just as we see the flaws in another, they see our flaws as well. Therefore it is critical to be in state of constant HONEST reflection of our character so that we will not fulfill Jesus’ admonishment in Matthew 7 & Luke 6:41 where He said, “Why do you look at the speck that is in your brother's eye, but do not notice the log that is in your own eye?” We must do as Paul says and not only recognize the Christ that is in us, but we must also recognize the character flaws that are not Christ.

Are we quick to anger? This is not Christ. Are we judgmental? This is not Christ. Are we constantly blaming someone else for who we are, or how we act? This is not Christ. Jesus from His very birth was persecuted. If anyone deserved to have a bad attitude about life, or an excuse for bad behavior it was Him.

Do we lack peace, and find ourselves in a constant state of stress and worry over finances, children, spouses, work, etc. This is not Christ in us. This is the testing of our character, and to see if through self-reflection and self-examination we will allow the Holy Spirit to perfect Christ’s character within us.

Mind you that I do not believe a single Christian goes through life trying to harm anyone. Many with good intent offer “constructive” criticism or “godly” advice when, if they would honestly examine their own heart in comparison to Jesus, they would find the evil they are confronting is their own ignorance and lack of understanding. This good intent is rejected because the hypocrite in us all outshines the good intentions.

Or do we suppose that our ability to pretend in public has become the sinless, perfect character we project? We can pretend all we want, but Jesus reminds us in Mark 4:22, “For nothing is hidden, except to be revealed; nor has anything been secret, but that it would come to light.” Truth, included the absolute truth of our character and the magnitude of Christ within us will be revealed. We must examine ourselves! When we truthfully examine ourselves, when we confess to the Father in prayer we will experience the forgiving power of God’s grace. We will become like the woman in Luke 7:47 where Jesus describes this affect, “For this reason I say to you, her sins, which are many, have been forgiven, for she loved much; but he who is forgiven little, loves little.”

If we will test and examine ourselves our contributions to humanity will be love, not constructive criticism. Our contributions will be empathy and forgiveness, not judgment and advice. If we will get truthful with ourselves then we will with are very life not only be a disciple, but disciple others into the love of the Father, and into relationship with Christ empowered by the Holy Spirit.

And I write to myself for I am a sinner with many flaws. I also know that I will always be a sinner, that I will NEVER arrive. But through self-reflection, through honest prayer to my Father I am decreasing so that Christ may increase. This is my path. Will you join me?

Creation & Science (Genesis 1:14-25) Part III

Genesis 1:14-25 Then God said, "Let there be lights in the expanse of the heavens to separate the day from the night, and let them be for signs and for seasons and for days and years;        and let them be for lights in the expanse of the heavens to give light on the earth"; and it was so.    God made the two great lights, the greater light to govern the day, and the lesser light to govern the night; He made the stars also. God placed them in the expanse of the heavens to give light on the earth, and to govern the day and the night, and to separate the light from the darkness; and God saw that it was good. There was evening and there was morning, a fourth day.         Then God said, "Let the waters teem with swarms of living creatures, and let birds fly above the earth in the open expanse of the heavens."God created the great sea monsters and every living creature that moves, with which the waters swarmed after their kind, and every winged bird after its kind; and God saw that it was good.             God blessed them, saying, "Be fruitful and multiply, and fill the waters in the seas, and let birds multiply on the earth." There was evening and there was morning, a fifth day. Then God said, "Let the earth bring forth living creatures after their kind: cattle and creeping things and beasts of the earth after their kind"; and it was so. God made the beasts of the earth after their kind, and the cattle after their kind, and everything that creeps on the ground after its kind; and God saw that it was good.

As with Part II of this series I would refer you once again to Dr. Kent Hovind a.k.a. Dr. Dino. He has some very fascinating things to say you about the moon and the heavens. One thing worth noting is that science has so often argued that the universe is billions of years old. And yet the moon’s orbit around the earth linearly increases by fractions of an inch every year. The result being that if the earth is billions of years old then the moon would have originated from somewhere inside the earth’s crust, and would have had to launch from the earth’s surface. Same goes for the oceans. Oceans have a linear, measurable increase in salinity every year. In other words the oceans get a very tiny fraction saltier every year. If the earth was billions of years old, then the oceans would be as salty as the Dead Sea.

All of which is irrelevant to a man’s salvation, but important in the order of creation. So God creates time and space, He then creates the universe, earth, and commands the earth to bring forth vegetation. Now he is making an environment that is habitable to other life forms. Stars are formed, and our galaxy is interacting with time and space so as to fix the orbits of the planets and stars. Perhaps it is here where God causes the earth to wobble thus giving us the seasons, and the moon is placed in orbit creating tides. From these tides water is allowed to circulate, moving nutrients, and oxygen. From the seasons the earth is now regulating its temperature… all in preparation for life.

And then behold in fifth day God commands the waters to create life. “Let the waters teem with life,” He says. “Let birds fly above the earth…” Then He commands the creatures, “Be fruitful and multiply…” Yes it all is God’s creation as verse 21 indicates, but there is no mention of the mechanism. He commanded and the earth created. Neither support nor denial of evolution, and yet evolutionist acknowledge this order. The vegetation came first, and something crawled out of the ocean next. That’s the basic theory. And yet a book written thousands of years before Darwin has the exact order already laid out. This is not genius, this is divine knowledge place with mankind so that they would know God did it, when science later would learn the order, and seek to understand the mechanism.

It’s the Journey not the Destination

John 19:30, “Therefore when Jesus had received the sour wine, He said, "It is finished!" And He bowed His head and gave up His spirit.”

Having not written in so long my heart is overflowing with so much of what has been my conversations with the Father. And today a series of events, starting with Mary Kemp’s facebook post of “Confessions of a Pastor’s Wife” led to the outflow of this post.

Why do we as human beings get so caught up in ourselves and our emotions? Why do we get so focused on a destination? Even more so I wonder why the Bible does so little to address our emotions that really are such a huge controlling factor in our lives? Have you ever stopped and taken a deep look into what controls and influences your emotions on a daily basis? How much of our anger, emotional exhaustion, sadness, impatience is present because we have encounter obstacles to our destination of peace, happiness, financial success, the perfect family, the perfect marriage… the perfect anything?

It ought not to be this way. If Christ coming to the earth was about dying on the cross, then why wasn’t He nailed to it as a baby? If Christ’s only destination was salvation to a corrupted world, why did He rise from the dead? Christ coming to earth was about His journey here. It was about the words He said. It was about the people He met. It was an example in the trials He faced. How must the Son of God have felt when He could not heal someone, as was the case in His hometown. Christ felt pain. He felt emotion otherwise we would not know of His compassion. We would not know of His fear in the Garden of Gethsemane. Without Christ’s journey we would not have seen His human emotional despair on the cross when He cried out, “My God, My God, why hast Thou forsaken Me.”

Mary Kemp, whom I love, has for a very long time been in her husband’s (whom I also love) battle with cancer. Today her post, like so many before lays bare her emotional struggle with the journey. She knows and acknowledges God’s grace and mercy, but like us all, there seems to be the loss of focus that we have to be IN the journey. In the storm is Christ. In the tragedy is the shaping of our soul. So very very difficult to embrace, and even more difficult to understand.

How many of us have felt like Mary when she writes, “"There is a lot riding on this, Lord. People are watching us and seeing how we handle the pressure and how we respond to well, basically everything.” How many people think the answer is the destination beyond the storm.

If our actions (sin), or inactions (disobedience) are the source of our journey, then let us repent quickly. But if our journey is out of a pure heart, if it is based on walking in righteousness, then may that journey preform every work it has to do on our soul. Let us SHARE in Christ suffering.

I will tell you that Dusty and Mary are not on this journey alone. There truly is “a lot riding on this.” But it is not riding on the destination. It is riding on the journey. We all have the same fate in life. But we all have different journeys. Dusty is a God fearing man, and pastor of a very large church. Perhaps the journey the congregation shares with them is that they must learn to keep their eyes on God and never a man. Perhaps they need to more deeply explore their own souls. Perhaps there is someone out there whom God has commanded to pray but has not. Who knows? But in the journey is Christ, and Christ alone. And it is Him in the journey for all of us. Most certainly their journey purposefully includes emotional breakdowns, so that they can know Him more. It certainly includes Mary bearing her soul, that we all may benefit and ourselves know Him more. But don’t let any of us think for one moment that another’s salvation or relationship with God relies in our hands or with our actions, or with our journey. That was paid once and for all, and that responsibility and reward lies only with Him because of His journey.

Christ on the cross was not the destination. But a beginning of a new journey where He can walk with all of us, not just the twelve. Now you and I are in the boat of life with Jesus. Sometimes it is in a storm. Where is Christ? Is He asleep? Is He walking on the water? Is He praying? I can’t answer any of these questions for you, but I MUST ask myself these questions about my journey.

I will close with something equally as important. We do not get to question other’s journeys. But we can reflect on how their journey applies to our very own soul. And we must question our journeys to find Christ either exposed or hidden in them.  

Just as Christ could have been crucified as a baby, God to could call us to heaven immediately upon salvation. But He does not. The life we walk, the journey we take is good for our soul. As I preach to myself… we must learn to embrace the journey. A concept I am only infrequently acquainted with.

Creation & Science (Genesis 1:6-13) Part II

Genesis 1:6-13 Then God said, "Let there be an expanse in the midst of the waters, and let it separate the waters from the waters." God made the expanse, and separated the waters which were below the expanse from the waters which were above the expanse; and it was so. God called the expanse heaven. And there was evening and there was morning, a second day. Then God said, "Let the earth sprout vegetation: plants yielding seed, and fruit trees on the earth bearing fruit after their kind with seed in them"; and it was so. The earth brought forth vegetation, plants yielding seed after their kind, and trees bearing fruit with seed in them, after their kind; and God saw that it was good. There was evening and there was morning, a third day.

There is a man who went to prison for not paying his taxes by the name of Dr. Kent Hovind a.k.a. Dr. Dino. Aside from not practicing Christ’s words in Luke 20:25, "Then render to Caesar the things that are Caesar's, and to God the things that are God's…” Dr. Dino has some of the most convincing arguments of proving up the Bible in terms of creation v evolution. If this is a subject that fascinates you then I would encourage looking up his YouTube videos and listening to them with the understanding that only Christ and the Father speak the complete truth. But fascinating arguments none the less.

That said, Dr Hovind argues that this scripture refers to the earth being encased in a water bubble. That above the atmosphere was a gigantic bubble of water. Remember, there was never rain on the earth until the time of Noah’s flood. It was this bubble burst was the primary cause to the biblical flood. It too would have led to higher oxygen content of the atmosphere, which would have led to reptiles and other living things growing to enormous proportions. For Dr. Dino this explains the dinosaurs, which too are mentioned in the bible.  

Moving into day 3 of the creation story I am drawn to one key statement by God. He said, “Let the earth sprout…” This theory of evolution, and it is just that… a theory and not a FACT, is not in conjecture completely contradicted by the word of God. God said, “Let the earth sprout…” He did not say ‘I will make plants,’ He commanded the earth to do it. How can the earth do that? Perhaps the mechanism is some evolutionary process? Perhaps something else, but why do Christians doubt the infallibility of the word of God based on incomplete science.

My point is that life has enough distractions without allowing some ungodly intellectual to convince you that thier human reasoning, and study of science can every compare to expanse and greatness of a God who not only created the universe, but set everything in it in motion.

The smartest man I have ever know personally was a Catholic Priest and my high school math teacher. His name was Father Leininger. He told us that he read a novel a night. When asked how he did it he said, “Do you have to sound out every letter in a word to say it and comprehend it? Well I first taught myself to read two words at a time, and then three words at a time, and then a sentence in the same time it takes to read a single word.” Eventually he trained his brain to read a whole page at a time. And we even tested him on this, and it was remarkable that he could read a whole page in a second and then answer detailed questions about its content.

This impossible task was accomplished with the human brain, and yet even the highest IQ individual is a complete imbecile when compared to the understanding, comprehension, capabilities, reason, judgment, love of the Father. God will never be found to be a liar, whether we understand His words of not. But there is plenty of science to prove God, though so many are unwilling, or unable to accept it. Our tasks as Christians is to approach with faith, positive faith, patiently waiting to understand the truth. Until then, we should question science in view of the Bible, and not the Bible in view of science even though the Bible will stand any test given it.  

Father Leininger

Creation & Science (Genesis 1)

Genesis 1:1-5 “In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth. The earth was formless and void, and darkness was over the surface of the deep, and the Spirit of God was moving over the surface of the waters. Then God said, "Let there be light"; and there was light. God saw that the light was good; and God separated the light from the darkness. God called the light day, and the darkness He called night. And there was evening and there was morning, one day.”

One thing that I really don’t see a lot of in the Christian world is the discussion of Genesis. But as a child I attended a Church of Christ private elementary school, and in every chapel period we heard another story from the Old Testament. These were valuable lessons that stick with me today some forty-five years later. Additionally we were taught that the Bible is the infallible word of God. That every word is true and inspired by God. So as I aged and was confronted with science and the educational system, it led me to questions. Questions of the infallibility of the Bible as the word of God. In Catholic high school I was taught that scripture was not necessarily perfect, but perfect for instruction, for symbolism, for the Christian, but not necessarily completely factual. But I would argue that it is indeed infallible. That not one word contradicts observations by Science. So let’s begin here, it what very well may be a multipart series.

“In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth.” God existence is eternal. He never had a beginning, and never will have an end. He is not bound by time and space. And in Genesis 1:1 we see that God is creating time and space as understood by Albert Einstein. He created the dimensions. He created a space outside of his plane of His existence in that moment. God, in this act, created Gravity… gravity being the interaction of energy with time and space. So God’s first act in the creation of the universe we know was to create the canvas for which to paint it on. He created time and space, and by default gravity.

“The earth was formless and void…” There was no earth, there was only time and space which to the writer most likely appeared as water. God moved over the surface of time and space. Or perhaps literally this new dimension of time and space was born out of God’s manipulation of water. Clearly I do not understand the literalness of this verse, but at the same time my lack of understanding does not make it any less true. The point is time and space was created first, and there was nothing but time and space.

“Then God said, ‘Let there be light…’” Here God might have well said, ‘E=MC²” “Let there be light” as said by God, established the law by which energy would interact with this new creation of time and space. E=MC² dictates that when Energy exceeds the speed of light (C) then mass is formed. Yet until just recently science dictated that the speed of light could not be exceeded. However recent discoveries suggest that our universe is expanding faster than the speed of light, which offers plenty of explanation as to how mass is formed. And so not God has the canvas of time and space, the paint of the transformation of energy to mass, and his creation of the universe as we know it is about to begin. But first he must separate the light form the darkness.

The darkness, most likely know by science as dark matter, remains but a theory with no concrete evidence of fact. But certainly to come, and certainly the God particle comes from this one line of scripture.

“God called the light day, and the darkness He called night. And there was evening and there was morning, one day.” This act of God call an evening and a morning a day will be critical later in study of Christianity and Judaism. A God day starts at sun down, not midnight.