It’s the Journey not the Destination

John 19:30, “Therefore when Jesus had received the sour wine, He said, "It is finished!" And He bowed His head and gave up His spirit.”

Having not written in so long my heart is overflowing with so much of what has been my conversations with the Father. And today a series of events, starting with Mary Kemp’s facebook post of “Confessions of a Pastor’s Wife” led to the outflow of this post.

Why do we as human beings get so caught up in ourselves and our emotions? Why do we get so focused on a destination? Even more so I wonder why the Bible does so little to address our emotions that really are such a huge controlling factor in our lives? Have you ever stopped and taken a deep look into what controls and influences your emotions on a daily basis? How much of our anger, emotional exhaustion, sadness, impatience is present because we have encounter obstacles to our destination of peace, happiness, financial success, the perfect family, the perfect marriage… the perfect anything?

It ought not to be this way. If Christ coming to the earth was about dying on the cross, then why wasn’t He nailed to it as a baby? If Christ’s only destination was salvation to a corrupted world, why did He rise from the dead? Christ coming to earth was about His journey here. It was about the words He said. It was about the people He met. It was an example in the trials He faced. How must the Son of God have felt when He could not heal someone, as was the case in His hometown. Christ felt pain. He felt emotion otherwise we would not know of His compassion. We would not know of His fear in the Garden of Gethsemane. Without Christ’s journey we would not have seen His human emotional despair on the cross when He cried out, “My God, My God, why hast Thou forsaken Me.”

Mary Kemp, whom I love, has for a very long time been in her husband’s (whom I also love) battle with cancer. Today her post, like so many before lays bare her emotional struggle with the journey. She knows and acknowledges God’s grace and mercy, but like us all, there seems to be the loss of focus that we have to be IN the journey. In the storm is Christ. In the tragedy is the shaping of our soul. So very very difficult to embrace, and even more difficult to understand.

How many of us have felt like Mary when she writes, “"There is a lot riding on this, Lord. People are watching us and seeing how we handle the pressure and how we respond to well, basically everything.” How many people think the answer is the destination beyond the storm.

If our actions (sin), or inactions (disobedience) are the source of our journey, then let us repent quickly. But if our journey is out of a pure heart, if it is based on walking in righteousness, then may that journey preform every work it has to do on our soul. Let us SHARE in Christ suffering.

I will tell you that Dusty and Mary are not on this journey alone. There truly is “a lot riding on this.” But it is not riding on the destination. It is riding on the journey. We all have the same fate in life. But we all have different journeys. Dusty is a God fearing man, and pastor of a very large church. Perhaps the journey the congregation shares with them is that they must learn to keep their eyes on God and never a man. Perhaps they need to more deeply explore their own souls. Perhaps there is someone out there whom God has commanded to pray but has not. Who knows? But in the journey is Christ, and Christ alone. And it is Him in the journey for all of us. Most certainly their journey purposefully includes emotional breakdowns, so that they can know Him more. It certainly includes Mary bearing her soul, that we all may benefit and ourselves know Him more. But don’t let any of us think for one moment that another’s salvation or relationship with God relies in our hands or with our actions, or with our journey. That was paid once and for all, and that responsibility and reward lies only with Him because of His journey.

Christ on the cross was not the destination. But a beginning of a new journey where He can walk with all of us, not just the twelve. Now you and I are in the boat of life with Jesus. Sometimes it is in a storm. Where is Christ? Is He asleep? Is He walking on the water? Is He praying? I can’t answer any of these questions for you, but I MUST ask myself these questions about my journey.

I will close with something equally as important. We do not get to question other’s journeys. But we can reflect on how their journey applies to our very own soul. And we must question our journeys to find Christ either exposed or hidden in them.  

Just as Christ could have been crucified as a baby, God to could call us to heaven immediately upon salvation. But He does not. The life we walk, the journey we take is good for our soul. As I preach to myself… we must learn to embrace the journey. A concept I am only infrequently acquainted with.