Before you
scroll down to today’s post I would like you to ask yourself some serious
questions.
What are
your spiritual goals?
Why are you
following the faith you are, even if no faith at all?
What is God’s
goal for you?
Is your
spirituality based on wanting or needing to change something in your life?
How does
life relate to your spiritual goals, what role is it playing?
Is your life
a reflection of succeeding or failing in achieving these spiritual goals?
Philippians
3:10, “that I may know Him and the power of His resurrection and the fellowship
of His sufferings, being conformed to His death;”
Did any of
you answer the questions above with answers like, ‘My goal is to have a better
marriage, or to receive the blessings of God.’ How about a more noble answer
like, ‘To preach the gospel, or be a minister?’ Is your faith because it was
your parent’s faith? Is your goal to just make it to heaven, or even simply
avoid hell? Perhaps you have a goal of learning about Christ so that you can
teach about Him to others? Is your goal to live a sinless life? Is God’s goal
for you to perhaps fulfill the great commission, to lead thousands to
salvation?
I have some
news for you. If your spiritual goal is anything other than knowing Christ and
being in relationship with Him then you have set your goals far too low.
I first
studied in depth Philippians 3:10 in reading T Austin-Sparks’ School of Christ while
attending Ministry School. I thought that I understood it then. Some 17 years
later I am just beginning to understand it. Regardless of what your spiritual
goals are, God’s spiritual goal is that we would know Him. Not to know Him in
some distant far off way. Not to only have an intellectual picture of Him, but
to walk moment by moment in the awareness of His presence. To see Him clearer
and clearer every day. “That I may know Him” Paul wrote.
Life is
completely about knowing Him more. He comes into our life, walking to the very
edge of His kingdom, the boundary between wholly His and utterly not and calls
us. “Come,” He says. And if we lean in there is often the spiritual and
sometime emotional euphoria that will always fade. Some flounder here looking
to recreate the magic of His presence. Other dismiss it, but again and again He
is constantly moving saying, “Come.” In a game that seems like hide and seek
God is constantly at work moving away from that kingdom boarder where there is
the violence (Matt 11:12), and He calls us to go deeper and deeper into the
kingdom so that He can reveal more and more of Himself, that we may know Him.
Not in some objective distant way, but subjectively first as slaves, then as
friends, and finally as children. All the while using life to teach us when we
are not in this pursuit of His face.
The
fellowship of His sufferings is such a mischaracterization of the relationship.
Because what the world calls suffering, what our bodies and emotions call
suffering is not suffering at all. It really is nothing more than God helping
us to overcome all of life’s distractions to discover Him, to be aware of Him
in storm or in feasting. Our relationship conflicts are us, not them, being out
of fellowship with God. They are us not knowing Him in the situation. Struggles
of life are nothing; they are just life and an opportunity to know the fullness
of Christ in His resurrection.
Feeding off
the same inspiration Jim Spivey wrote, “One of my most important roles in life,
a role that Jesus plays for me every day, is that of ‘purveyor of empowering
new perspective,’ vs. that of ‘con-artist changer of conditions.’ Here me
on this, my friends, whenever you are clamoring for improved circumstances or
better performance by yourself or others (when your spiritual goal is to
improve your life): ‘your conditions are NEVER the problem, no matter how
compelling they are; your RESISTANCE to them, while disconnected from Him, when
they are here primarily for Him to use to help you see a bigger Truth, is the
only problem, ever.’”
If your
spiritual goal involves conditions, circumstances, saving the world, anything
other than you and you alone knowing Christ in full living relationship then
you are missing the glorious and wonderful truth of the gospel. The kingdom of
God is a hand. It is inside you. It is calling out saying come in and meet
Jesus face to face, and live in relationship. This is the perspective, the goal
we must have. This is our individual journey, and in walking our individual
journey of life with Christ we collectively murmurate and the will of God is accomplished on earth as in heaven.
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