Hebrews 12:2
, “… Jesus, the author and perfecter of faith, who for the joy (hope) set
before Him endured the cross…”
The Spirit
of God continues to murmurate the idea of the three crosses on Calvary and the
hope they represent. The grace of God in the simplicity of salvation through
Christ is such a hope. What a paradox in that something as horrific as a slow
death on a cross is also associated with the only hope of this life.
T Austin-Sparks
says, “The Cross means suffering; it is the very symbol of suffering – we know
that. The cross means travail and anguish – we know that. The cross means
despair… But with all that, in God’s desire and God’s intention it is unto joy;
it is unto sheer thankfulness; it is unto hope, a new hope; it is unto life –
all the things which are exactly the opposite to what the Cross seems to say.”
I received a
call yesterday from a friend in some desperate times. He is about to lose his
place to stay again. He continues to earn 1/3 of what would be considered
normal for him. He continues to spend most of his income on court ordered child
support to an adulterous ex-wife, and I can feel his pain when he says, “sure
wish God would stop this… I don’t know what I’m going to do or how much longer
I can take it.”
This on the
surface is sad, but spiritually an awesome place because of the cross.
I told him, “I
understand, but you will know God is bringing you out of this when this no
longer bothers you.” It will no longer bother him because He will know it is exactly where God wants Him; and if it is where God wants him, it will be where God is. Just as Christ knew the cross was the way to the kingdom and back to the Father.
You see the
pain of the cross is us hanging onto those things that are not God or of Him.
The cross represents our total surrender, and it is completely painful when we
try to remove ourselves from it. T Austin-Sparks continues in the article above
with, “The Cross is not a symbol, the Cross is not an object. The Cross IS a
mighty power, a perpetual power; an enaction once in history, but a power
running through all the ages… now there is one thing which the Cross stands:
namely, a state that is other than that which God intended.”
Jim Spivey
today gave an analogy of fears in life being like a tether ball. To me, I see this
same analogy as the action of the Cross in the Christians life. In God’s hand
we have the peace of the un-played tether ball able to exist in not having our
will, or the will of others, but standing in all circumstance against fear and
pain. But then we and the world play a game with us (the ball.) We swing round and
round always only going so far, and always wrapping up around the center post
which is the cross. Jim wrote, “It reminded me of how a tether ball gets when it
is hit hard away from the pole, only to find itself wrapping its rope around
the pole in ever shrinking circles. And
that brought up an interesting thought about tether ball: the furthest the ball can ever get from the
pole is the pre-determined length of the rope, but the ball surely doesn't know
that as it strives to get away, only to find itself drawn nearer and nearer to
it, to the point of collapsing into it.
We are like this regarding dangers and fear in this world. God determines the length of our rope - the
maximum distance we can get from danger - but when we try to get further away
than that, out of a desperate fear and frantic effort rooted in it, we
literally force ourselves closer, through some mysterious law that we clearer
don't understand. Think about this: if we relax and pay attention to our surroundings,
we have a safe distance that can be maintained, based on what God’s given us
(the length of our rope), but if we run from our fear of the pole, trying to
gain greater distance from it, to be safe, we only draw ourselves closer and
into a tightening panic loop.”
When you come
to Christ, you join Him on the cross. The pain, the frustration, the hurt is
all resistance to the cross, it is being without faith in the power of God to
overcome. Oh you can run away, but just at the rope limits how far the tether
ball can go, so too the spiritual nails limit how far we can pull against the
Cross. The hope is that when we stop pulling, and start accepting and looking
for the power of God in it all… this is when we see Him move. This is when the
fruit of the Holy Spirit is born, and this is when the kingdom of God begins to
become visible. This is not que sera sera. This is consciously choosing to
accept God’s will even in going to the cross.
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