Matthew 8:24-26, “And behold,
there arose a great storm on the sea, so that the boat was being covered with
the waves; but Jesus was asleep. And they came to Him and woke Him, ‘Save us,
Lord; we are perishing!’ He said to them, ‘Why are you afraid, you men of
little faith…”
I have written about this
scripture before. The last time I wrote that I was like the disciples, shaken
with fear by the storm. The only difference was that I knew not to wake Jesus
up. This time I am in a far different place.
With certain sinking impending
for me on May 1st the storm is not only great, but overwhelming. And yet I am
not the frantic, fearful disciple. Today, I am fully aware of Christ asleep
within me. He is unconcerned, and as a result so am I. He is at rest, and
consequently so am I.
My sleep is not only
peaceful, it is full of wonderful dreams. Once again last night I had a dream
of flying and of trying to teach others to fly. Not with mechanical devise mind
you. Simply jumping up and floating on a different layer of time and space. And
as I was trying to teach my technique I told my students that other important part is
that you have to not believe in gravity.
And so today as I write this,
sleeping when Christ sleeps, I know that He is my rescue. That He has a plan
even with only days left. And today I don’t believe in gravity. I don’t believe
there is anything that can hold me down. I don’t believe there is anything,
storm or otherwise, that can stop my Master. All I need to do is simply obey.
And even if the storm swamps
my boat, I know that Christ will raise a ship, or Him and I will walk the rest
of the way on the water to dry land. Either way, He is not only for me, but
with me.
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